Apologetic
You came into my life just
before the final storm…
Life as I knew wasn’t worth living…
Diligently I’ve search and searched
until I fell for the wrong kind.
Blind to the fact no rhyme or reason…
Pleasing a man not worth the sweat off my back…
Good judgment I lacked and as a matter of fact,
I ignored it-- indulging in my own lust.
Plus the timing was so wrong.
I couldn’t love myself let alone anybody else…
The need for a diversion to block incoming pain…
Yet as drenched as I was my soul was dry…
Like something that was left to die…
and from time to time I was revived
through intense fornication…
That put me in this temporary location…
Looking but really not facing…
When someone can endure your worst moment…
Then and only then you truly have a friend…
Someone that will help you out of the sin…
So I opened up and spoke to God…
I said God please rid me of all that’s not of good duty…
Show me through your eyes…
To my surprise the tongue was compromised…
Not really aware of its power…
Do not ask if you cannot stand its course…
Rejuvenated my soul became but my heart
was burning-- in so much flame…
I remember the day he sent you my way.
All that I ask my God gave…
Now look at the scenario in which I misbehaved…
Pain is the blindfold over happiness…
I said Pain is the blindfold over happiness…
A penny for your thoughts…
Priceless and distraught…
Destroying rare gifts--
this was my oblivious mistake…
Apologetic as my heart aches for you….
Apologetic for all the wrong dissatisfying feelings I threw…
As I hope that time heals all wounds..
I wish that I can take away all that you consumed…
Turn back the time if only I could….
Disgust and disguise is what I understood…
Understand that there was so much mortification
that I saw it as gratification…Stupid right?!
It took just one night….
Eyes wide bright…to bright to recognize real….
Love’s standing tall and I diminish the appeal…
Confusion clouds and drapes in my mind…
How could I be so dumb--
How could I be break the bind….
Mysterious is a mystery a story line…
Apologetic
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